Poetics by jadeee

If were up to me,
And if it was my choice,
I’d take away every thought of you,
And take away that little voice,
The one inside my head,
That guides my every move,
It is the voice of my heart,
Screaming out ‘I love you’

If it were up to me,
I’d take you out of my dreams,
You know the one’s were you save the day,
And protect me from my scares and screams,
The one where you’re my prince,
And you wake me from my sleep,
If only I had the strength to take them away,
But I’m afraid I’m in too deep,

If it were up to me,
I’d take away that smile,
The one I get when I talk to you,
Even just for a little while,
The way you can say anything,
And the way you smile at me too,
It’s the way you do all these things to me,
That makes me want to be with you,
If it were up to me,
I’d stop wanting you so bad,
But I know deep down if I stop,
It will make me very sad,
Because in my heart I truly crave,
To know what we could be,
But deep down I know,
None of this will ever be up to me.

Poetics by Jade.

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Slow Dance

Have you everwatched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste
Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

Poetics by Jadeeee

When you hide behind a wall,
It will keep the bad people away,
But it will also hide you,
From the one's who want to stay,

If i could break through my wall,
And let this boy in,
Then maybe my life would change,
Something amazing could begin,

I can't explain how it make's me feel,
Because nobody could understand,
Just to be with him for a day,
And maybe start holding hands,

But that's never going to happen,
Because although i seem free,
I truly trapped behind this wall,
Having confidence has never been me,

This boy is so amazing,
I've never met someone like him before, I
just wanna know what we could be,
I just wanna know what else is in store,

People have tried to help me,
But it's a battle i must fight alone,
But if i don't start winning soon,
I'll be forever on my own.

Poetics By Jade

He thinks I’d never go for him,
That’s just not the case,
I’m just taking one step at a time,
After all it’s not a race,

If he knew what I thought,
If he knew how I felt,
If he knew that when he looks at me,
My heart truly melts,

It’s not that I don’t want him,
I do in every way,
My problem is in fact,
I’m too scared to stay,

I don’t want to fall for him,
And never be able to let him go,
Because I know that’s what will happen,
Even if we take it slow,

Coz if he becomes my life,
What will happen when he’s gone?
My oxygen will be cut off,
My life will seem so wrong,

Last time I was in love,
To the boy it was a game,
He didn’t love me at all,
He lied to me with no shame,

If that were to happen again,
I don’t know how much my heart can take,
I can’t wait around forever,
Not knowing if it’s real or fake,

But in the end I guess that’s love,
You gotta dive into the unknown,
And I guess by the end of it all,
You’ll find that you have grown,

So maybe I should take a risk,
Maybe I should take that dive,
Hold my breath and close my eye’s
And pray that I survive.

Poetics By Jade

I was encouraged to let out my feelings,
To tell you your in my head,
Yet even though in person,
Not a single word has been said,

I wasn’t sure how to say it,
To tell you how perfect you are,
To tell you that in the darkness,
You shine like a star,

I was so afraid of what you would think,
So afraid of what you’d say,
But I knew I had to tell you,
That your amazing in every way,

There’s so many ways to put it,
So how could I begin,
I just dove right into the water,
Not knowing if I’d sink or swim,

So I sent it in a text,
I sent it without agenda,
I sent it knowing you don’t feel the same,
Leaving my heart for you to dismember.

Wall e

This Movie is like the Cutest Movie ever.
I was watching the beginning like.
OHHH another kinda lame pixar movie with all the sentimental disney bull.
NO.
This movie made me cry.
Like.
Not alot.
Just a few tears...
But i was like.
So in love with it because I know how it is to fall in love with someone and do anything just to be with them.
I guess it just makes me miss this one boy

I love graceeeeeee :)

-- gracieee #3 elsie rodgers i love cale and stephie says:
jade stuart.....

' jadestuart. says:
yess?

-- gracieee #3 elsie rodgers i love cale and stephie says:
you have 49 days to become not sick and sore legged

-- gracieee #3 elsie rodgers i love cale and stephie says:
can u do it ?

' jadestuart. says:
hah.

' jadestuart. says:
i hope so

-- gracieee #3 elsie rodgers i love cale and stephie says:
sweeet

remember when

Remember when:
Getting high meant swinging in the playground,
When protection meant wearing a bike helmet,
And when the worst thing you could get from boys were cooties?
Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth;
and Mum was your hero?
Your worst enemies were your siblings,
Race issues were about who ran the fastest,
The only drug you knew was cough medicine,
Wearing a skirt didn't make you a slut,
The only thing that hurt you was skinned knees,
and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?
And we couldn't wait to grow up.