Whatever

WHATEVER THE FUTURE HOLDS, I WILL BE PREPARED.
this is what i keep telling myself these days. everything will be okay. i know it because it will all be up to me. and i will be prepared. no matter what. i'll be okay.

ps. dear blogger, i really hope you are doing something great with the system. or else, i might move domains. just thought i'd let you know that.. and no pressure or anything :)

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there's a reason for everything; every mistake, every moment of weakness, every terrible thing that has happened to us. Grow away from it. the only way anyone will ever RESPECT you is if you show them you RESPECT yourself...

I hope you know

To,
The World

I hope you know
that you are amazing
in so many ways.

I hope you know
that you are most wonderful
in the simplest, littlest
moments.

I hope you know
that you have the ability
to make people laugh
and cry, at the same time.

I hope you know
that your tides of
happiness
make me feel like I’m
slowdancing
in an emotional
euphoria.

I hope you know
that the harmony
of your smile
is like staring into
a perfect silence
every single morning.

I hope you know
that this moonlight
always makes me wonder
where all of this will end.

You have an
affect on my
human spirit
that I can’t
describe.

I hope you know
that you have a
beautiful heart
deep down inside.

And it’s filled with fire.
And it’s filled with passion.

I hope you know
that you give me hope,
day after day.

I hope you know
that I love
you.

From,
The Heart

It's rough

I know it's rough,
And I know that the road is so bloody bumpy,
And my moods are swinging like crazy,
And you get so angry,
And we begin to lose our way,
Like we're too far apart,
But I love you so much,
And this incredible, crazy amount of love I have for you,
Will always leave little paths in the middle of our big ones,
For us to meet again.
We will meet again,
Very soon.
I just need to find the path that leads me straight back,
Into that beautiful heart of yours..

wise advice?

last week, my friend shared this wise piece of advice:

live up to your expectations,
not down to your doubts.
i think that's something worth working on.

Imagine

sometimes i think about the way things could have been.
where i could have gone to school,
what i could have studied,
where i could have traveled,
where i could have lived.


but i wonder if by doing those things,
i would wonder what i could have become,
just by doing what i have already.

only fools fall in love

I don't believe in love anymore. I once was love's biggest fan. I loved love. I believed in love at first sight, true love, soul mate, all that mushy-gushy stuff the best songs and books are written about. It's what every little girl dreams about. One day my prince will come....blah blah blah. I used to believe in love. I was in love, like I'm talking head over heals, stars in your eyes in L-O-V-E. I loved you with all my heart even though I knew you weren't perfect. You were always more sure about us. Then we broke up for a summer, but our hearts led us back together after three months of not ever really being broken up. When I walked in on you and her together, I thought my world would end. But time heals all wounds right? And you were so sorry and it was the biggest mistake of your life and I took you back once again. We were happy again and more in love than ever. I was living every girls fantasy. Against the odds we were soul mates made for one another. You went on your family trip across Europe and wrote me romantic emails. Then an e-mail came from six time zones away saying it had all been a lie. A lie? A whole year was a lie? What should I be more upset about my broken dreams and broken heart, or the fact that I fell for it? Only fools fall in love, and love played me like a fiddle. So I don't believe in love anymore. Because if you don't believe in love there is nothing to cry about, and I don't have anymore tears to cry. So I gave up on love because it gave up on me