i've lately found myself lost and alone in a world that made me be something im not. being myself used to be a very easy thing to do, but now it is one of the hardest things to do with everyone putting me into groups and labeling me. my life is completely average. there's mostly good things in it, but theres still those bad ones that bring me down. i'm not the kind of person that likes to let everyone know when im upest, usually i just cover up my feelings with a smile. one day i hope to have the perfect life, with no difficulties, but i know its not going to happen but everyone has dreams. ive been told a lot of times that im a pushover, so i try my hardest not to let people tell me what to do. people think that they can control me but they're wrong, i do what i want, and what i think is right, if they dont like it they go and just leave. people expect everyone to act certain ways just because they think everything falls into categories. i care a lot about what people think of me, i dont know why but i cant help it. my billanook girls are the only group of girls i have come across that havent stabbed me in the back, and theyre completely amazing for it. i dont even bother wasting my time on stupid people that think that everything is about them. i can admit that ive made my faire share of mistakes but everyone has and thats what makes the world go round. my life is a crazy rollercoaster and there is no way im getting off any time soon.
my bestfriend is esther wells, she most amazing person i have ever met ♥
lewis swadesir, luis jiminez, shanna stephenson, sophie ruddick& annie d'alberto thanks for being there for me (:

i miss you so much cb.ml.mc.il.jl.jc
kn&in will forever be in my heart ♥