Tell me, friends: Do I have the words loser and reject tattooed in neon on my forehead? I only ask because it seems like I've been a deadlier threat than a foaming-at-the-mouth rabid dog for the last week. In the last week, I've been called strange and too serious by the same guy. And the worst part is that I let this guy get under my skin and I shouldn't.
Honestly, I'm not too sure what exactly it is that I want, but I know for sure that something is missing - something that seems so far away right now and so utterly impossible. The last thing I want is to be that girl who scares away every single guy who crosses her path, but I'm afraid that's exactly what I'm becoming. And gosh, it just terrifies me.
It all comes down to this: I've been feeling this gnawing of self-consciousness creeping in. I've felt unpretty, unloveable and a rejection-worthy mess of late, and a certain guy's words sure didn't help much.
About Me
- ♥Jade
- I don't think I can comfortably say I have found myself, as of yet, my age only consists of 3 hands therefore, I dont need to rush into finding myself, a lot of qualities are already known. This blog is not enough to express myself but i'll give it a go. I live in a little town and love it the ones I love are amazing. School is one thing I really like but anyday, I'd rather be positive and share the things I love. judging is really bad, there is not a point in it, and things with no point are just annoying. This is really not a way I can tell a 15 year story, so I think i'll just conclude here..
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