me

my life is completely average. there's mostly good things in it, but theres still those bad ones that bring me down. i'm not the kind of person that likes to let everyone know when im upest, usually i just cover up my feelings with a smile. one day i hope to have the perfect life, with no difficulties, but i know its not going to happen but everyone has dreams. ive been told a few times that im a pushover, so i try my hardest not to let people tell me what to do. i care a lot about what people think of me, i dont know why but i cant help it. my basketball girls are the only group of girls i have come across that havent stabbed me in the back, and theyre completely amazing for it. i dont even bother wasting my time on stupid people that think that everything is about them. i can admit that ive made my faire share of mistakes but everyone has and thats what makes the world go round. my life is a crazy rollercoaster and there is no way im getting off any time soon.