Poetics by Jade

I don’t know what I did,
For you to say things like that,
Leaving me with tears in my eye’s,
Not knowing how to re-act,

But I must be honest,
I would definitely care,
If we stopped being friends,
If you were no longer there,

The part that gets me the most,
Is that I thought I had a shot,
I thought if I tried my best,
In your heart I could earn my spot,

But that’s not how it went,
It wasn’t like a fairytale,
You said some things that made me feel,
Like my heart had gone stale,

Just the way you worded it,
The way you acted so mad,
Really hurt my feelings,
Made me feel so bad,

You may have an explaination,
It may be meaningful and long,
In the end I just hope it stops me,
From feeling like I’ve done something wrong,

But I do apologize if I’ve hurt you.
Or made you feel uncomfortable in any way,
If this was the case my bub,
All you ever had to do was say,

Because I may still be young,
But i am definitely not a baby,
I don’t want to play games with you,
I can’t wait around for just a maybe,

Please make up your mind,
Put my thoughts to rest,
Because I think your amazing,
& you bring out my best.