I'm Sorry

I've had this one written for almost a week now and have been debating whether or not I should share it. But, in the name of honesty and complete disclosure (and, ironically, closure for myself), I've decided to take the plunge. So...here...goes...

I sit alone in my room
Still reeling from the words I said to you
They're the kind of words I never thought I'd say
But maybe I had to anyway

Stephen was the sort of guy who played it cool
He caught my eye, but he never had a clue
Of how I really felt inside
I was just some girl he knew

We were just kids back then
Back when my story began
In those first moments, I saw something in him
I wondered if he'd ever feel that same connection

Falling, falling in love with the fantasy
Spinning, spinning 'round in my head
Of all the things I wanted us to be
I didn't really mean what I said
What a sad ending to this story
But for what it's worth, I'm sorry

I should have told you everything
But you have a way of making me come unglued
I'm speechless when I'm around you
Can't you see me shaking, trying desperately to keep my heart from breaking?

I'm sorry the words got in the way of all the things I meant to say
Seems I'm always saying the wrong thing at the wrong time

Falling, falling in love with the fantasy
Spinning, spinning 'round in my head
Of all the things I wanted us to be
I didn't really mean what I said
What a sad ending to this story
But for what it's worth, I'm sorry

We really were just two kids back then
And maybe all these words are just too late
But in the end, I just want you to know what it all meant
Because now we're just two adults trying to find our way

Falling, falling in love with the fantasy
Spinning, spinning 'round in my head
Of all the things I wanted us to be
I didn't really mean what I said
What a sad ending to this story
But for what it's worth, I'm sorry

I saw you the other day
And I won't be sorry when I say, it took me back

Falling, falling in love with the fantasy
Spinning, spinning 'round in my head
Of all the things I wanted us to be
I didn't really mean what I said
What a sad ending to this story
But for what it's worth, I'm sorry

Falling, falling in love with the fantasy
Spinning, spinning 'round in my head
Of all the things I wanted us to be
I didn't really mean what I said
What a sad ending to this story
But for what it's worth, I'm sorry

You meets my gaze from across a crowded room
And after all these years, he still leaves me so damn unglued
I wonder if he'll ever see
All the things he meant to me...